It’s the final countdown to the shortest day of the year. The only thing that should make up for this is Christmas, which is a time of giving, and caring, and stress…. why I’m stressed is anyone’s guess. There is nothing more than the usual, but maybe I’m just needing a break from it? But who “gets a break”, especially when nine times out of ten, we’re responsible for our own stress?
I guess it’s just a lack of time to think. I would like a day just to turn my head around all the stuff I need to do, want to do, should do. Then I would like some time to prioritize all this and schedule it to make it happen, and then get on with it.
I also need to get over some failures. I didn’t follow through on a few things, and for the most part it’s too late and I just need to face the music. And then get back to the processes the previous paragraph and organize myself.
Today should help. I’m taking time out to write, which always makes me feel good. Foro in his infinite cuteness is sitting on the table in front of me. It’s snowy outside. I’ve done a bit of yoga, some meditation. I didn’t bring too much work home with me so I can (hopefully) manage what I have in front of me.
Hopefully this will help me get into the Christmas Spirit, and think about all the good things in my life and all the love and luck I’ve had.