My dad just died. My sister made it there in time to be with him at the end; I didn't. I was paralyzed by his going and could not make the decision to get on a plane. In the beginning (when he started to seriously go down hill last week) my step-mom said that it... Continue Reading →
20/20
This is the year that we will see clearly, right? Because it's 20/20....so I need to see what projects will bring me closer to who I want to be and help me see clearly into the future! That means....it's resolution time! 2020 = the year of kindness. If I can't say something nice, don't say... Continue Reading →
Cat’s in the Cradle
I've been waking up the last two days with a song in my head. And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoonLittle boy blue and the man in the moon"When you coming home, dad?" "I don't know when"But we'll get together thenYou know we'll have a good time then It's so achingly sad:... Continue Reading →
It kind of works
I've been trying to not be flipped out about knowing more precisely how (if not when) I'm going to lose my dad. Because it's that: I knew all along that statistically speaking, he was going to die 1) before me 2) sooner rather than later, and that all that is completely normal. Now we know... Continue Reading →
Moove your cow, and your mind will follow. 